tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-358377572024-03-07T14:31:46.095-07:00Life Got Twistered Upside DownThis is my life. It's funny and awesome. And this is where I will tell you about it.alirarahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00490089586121740781noreply@blogger.comBlogger274125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35837757.post-57484429970755780882017-03-16T11:04:00.001-06:002017-03-16T11:07:26.618-06:00Not a FeministI've actually written a few posts lately but I haven't published them. But I have more thoughts on life about things that are bugging me.<br />
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I have been thinking a lot about why I don't identify as a feminist lately. I do believe in equality between the genders. I don't think girls are better than boys or boys are better than girls. I do celebrate their differences. I am deeply saddened by the horrible atrocities women throughout the world are subjected to, such as female circumcision, being unable to attend school, and denied certain freedoms that in the US we don't even give a second thought to. I am so grateful to the suffragettes who helped secure my right to vote. And the women who went into fields dominated by men and paved a way for me to go into science.<br />
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All these things would have you thinking that I am a feminist. But I can't take on that label when I read articles written by feminists and find not only the articles but the comments on the articles full of vitriol and bitterness from other feminists. I am even told that I can't be a feminist if I don't support a woman's right to choose abortion. But I cannot and will not ever support that. (That's a post for another day though.) I can't stick up for the men in the comments who offer a different perspective, because I'm "enabling the patriarchy." I can't think periods are gross, or I have been conditioned to think that by "the patriarchy" and I'm some one to be pitied. I can't offer a different take on something that is supposed to be offensive because again I'm conditioned by "the patriarchy." And I'm supposed to take offense to so many things. <br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">Side note: I think periods are gross because they are messy and bloody. I don't like blood. (I can't be a nurse or a doctor because it just grosses me out). It ruins perfectly good clothes. Yeah it's natural. You know what else is natural? Poop, pee, and boogers. All things I find gross and all ways of expelling waste from the body just as your period is doing with the <b>wasted lining</b> of your uterus. I'm not stupid or brainwashed, I think things leaving your body should not be shared with others because it's gross. That's not to say I think it should be a secret or something you never talk about, but I can still think they are gross. I mean obviously I just wrote a whole paragraph about it.</span> </div>
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If you are wondering what articles I'm talking about. Just pick a random article
on Buzzfeed that has feminist tones in the title. Or even one that
doesn't. Buzzfeed is a horrible place to get your news from, but their
articles get shared so much that I end up reading it a lot. I also read articles from Salon, Hello Giggles, Feminist Mormon Housewives and other random things that come up in my feeds.<br />
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Not very often do I find an article I agree with on a whole. And when I do there are still people in the comments that take feminism to a whole other level than I can handle.<br />
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Look, I understand the concept of what feminism is supposed to be. I get that their are radicals in every group and extremes. But It just seems like in the feminist community most people I hear are extremists. And also condescending. <br />
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I want the best for both genders. I want to listen and learn from men and women. I believe our differences can bring us together. I don't think two wrongs make a right. So just because women have been historically subjected to being sex objects in the media, I don't think we should turn around and do that to men. I don't think we should say men shouldn't have a voice at all when it comes to reproductive issues. It takes two to tango you know. I don't think it's right to say only women experience being afraid to walk places, or holding your keys as a weapon. Or when you write an article about sexist things that happen in a relationship but every example you give is what a man does to a woman, you can't be mad when men comment that they have experienced those things from their female partners. And you can't tell them they deserve it because "patriarchy." Or that they still don't understand because most women have experienced these things multiple times.<br />
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And those comments are getting tons of likes. It leaves a bad taste in my mouth.<br />
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But it started before the internet too. I remember in elementary school not wanting to get into all the girl power stuff. I've never had issues of being told I can't do something because I'm a girl. I've never been told that. If anything I've felt the opposite. I remember there was a big sleepover for girls only at my elementary school and we all got to sleep in the cafeteria and we watched "Ever After." It was fun. But I also remember a lot of the stuff that was said made me feel like I was being told I was better than boys simply by being a girl. And that's the first time I felt like I don't agree with that stuff. And over the years that feeling has grown. <br />
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I think this all stems from the fact that I first think of people as PEOPLE. Every person is deserving of love and respect in my eyes. Every person, no matter what, has the potential to succeed and do well.<br />
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I will continue to fight in society for equal rights for all people around the world. I will continue to support those who are willing to work for success. I'll continue to fight against idiots who have superiority complexes. But I think I can do all that without labeling myself as a feminist. I'm a humanist.<br />
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*And no, you don't get to comment "But by saying all that you are a feminist because that's what feminism is." No! Because as I've explained in my post that is not what I've seen or experienced, and as many of feminist likes to say "You don't get to invalidate my experiences." alirarahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00490089586121740781noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35837757.post-31738385656392145192017-01-23T11:04:00.001-07:002017-01-23T11:21:47.311-07:00Thoughts on LifeHere's some thoughts I have had for the past year:<br />
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<li>If you were mad at Bill Clinton in the 90's for being a misogynist creep but you make excuses for Donald Trump's words, you are a hypocrite.</li>
<li>If you are mad about what Donald Trump said about women, but you make excuses for Bill Clinton's behavior in the 90's (while president), you are a hypocrite.</li>
<li>If you can't take responsibility for your actions, you're not an adult. You're just a big baby who wants to blame all your problems on other people.</li>
<li>If women deserve respect just because they are people, doesn't Donald Trump, Hillary Clinton, Mike Pence, Obama, Sanders and everyone else deserve respect as they are also human? (This is in response to a popular meme I saw going around claiming women deserve respect because they are human)</li>
<li>I'm a conservative I am not</li>
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<li>racist</li>
<li>misogynistic</li>
<li>selfish</li>
<li>hateful</li>
<li>a bigot</li>
<li>any other negative labels you would like to throw at me</li>
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<li>I believe most problems actually can't be solved with money, and often solutions are slow and take time to take affect.</li>
<li>I have no problem with Welfare, but let's improve it by adding mandatory classes to help people learn how to improve their resumes, job skills, etc. </li>
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<li>As is often pointed out, I believe most people on welfare don't actually want to be on Welfare, but what help are we really offering them to get off of it?</li>
<li>And obviously I'm talking about people who are able to work but just can't find work or aren't able to get a job. </li>
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<li>I don't like Big Government. I believe in local government because local government knows better what the needs of it's people are in a certain area. </li>
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<li>Like rural areas have different needs than urban areas. And San Francisco has different needs than Phoenix.</li>
<li>And I do believe the Federal Government has a place but it's shadow is growing so huge and it's grasp on our lives is getting a bit out of control. </li>
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There's more but I have stuff to do now. Maybe I will post more later. Maybe I won't. I just had to get these things out there. alirarahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00490089586121740781noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35837757.post-32864609892019626362016-12-02T13:02:00.004-07:002016-12-02T13:05:33.460-07:00Lessons My Parents Taught Me<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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My parents are really smart. And logical. And giving.<br />
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Over my almost 3 decades of life (what?) they have taught me a lot of things about a lot of things.<br />
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They've taught me to love others. To listen more than I talk. To look for ways to help. To give willingly. To pray. To not be afraid. To befriend others. To work hard.<br />
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You get the idea.<br />
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<li>"Life's not fair." </li>
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<li>My daddy would say this every time I would whine that something wasn't fair. Some of you might think that he was just annoyed with me, and tbh, he probably was because I can be really annoying when I whine. But is there a truer statement? Life isn't fair, be grateful for what you have. Try to rectify what you can to make it fair but at the end of the day, life won't be fair until Jesus comes again.</li>
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<li>"God does answer all our prayers, He just doesn't answer them the way people want, so people think he doesn't answer them."</li>
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<li>My mom told me this when I asked her about why God doesn't answer every one's prayers. It was after listening to a very popular country song about unanswered prayers (You know the one). IDK if my mom remembers this, I was really young, but I've always remembered it and let it teach me to trust in God's plan for me. He knows better than I what I need.</li>
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<li>"Fear is the opposite of faith."</li>
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<li>Both of my parents taught us this often in FHE. I try to remember it when I feel unsure of what is happening in life. And it goes hand in hand with the above lesson about prayer.</li>
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<li>When you're parking at church, think about where the sun will be when you get out of church and how that will affect the shade on your car. So you don't just automatically park in the shade right away if in 3 hours the sun has moved and your car will be in full/partial sun. I honestly think about this every Sunday.</li>
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In short my parents are awesome. I love them and I hope I can teach my kids as well as they taught me.</div>
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<br />alirarahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00490089586121740781noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35837757.post-71122642743293859412016-11-09T19:40:00.006-07:002016-11-09T19:47:30.455-07:00So You're Sad<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">So, it's 2016, and you're feeling kind of sad now right? </span><br />
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<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">Well here's some quotes and thoughts to help you look on the bright side...</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">"If something seems bad, turn it around, and find something good." </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">- Daniel Tiger</span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><span class="verse" style="background-color: black; background-position: 0px 0px; border: 0px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="font-size: medium;">"</span></span><span style="background-color: black;">Ye have heard that it hath been said, Thou shalt lovethy neighbour, and hate thine enemy.</span><a class="bookmark-anchor dontHighlight" href="https://www.blogger.com/null" name="44" style="background-color: black; background-position: 0px 0px; border: 0px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"> </a><span style="background-color: black;">But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you; T</span><span style="background-color: black;">hat ye may be the children of your Father which is in heaven: for he maketh his sun to rise on the evil and on the good, and sendeth rain on the just and on the unjust. For if ye love them which love you, what reward have ye? do not even the publicans the same? And if ye salute your brethren only, what do ye more </span><span class="clarityWord" style="background-color: black; background-position: 0px 0px; border: 0px; font-style: italic; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">than others?</span><span style="background-color: black;"> do not even the publicans so?" </span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">- Matthew 5:43-47</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">"I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me."</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">- Philipians 4:13</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">Our nation is run on checks and balances, a very wise decision, because then one branch doesn't have all the power. Annoying because it then takes a long time for things to get done. But it's better than the wrong things being done quickly.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">In the Book of Mormon there is a man who was going around bashing the church, his family and generally trying to lead people into unrighteousness. His family said many prayers on his behalf. One day he was visited by an angel and he changed his whole life. He spent the rest of his life trying to help and lift others, and redeem himself from his sins. He truly had a change of heart. That is the power of prayer. Alma went on to become the President of the Church. <a href="https://www.lds.org/liahona/1988/05/the-conversion-of-alma-the-younger?lang=eng" target="_blank"><source></source></a> I believe that prayer can accomplish a lot. As well as living in faith.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Living in faith means to me that your actions reflect your faith. That you are going out and trying to be a good example of the change you wish to see. It will do no good to pray and then sit inside all day and complain about how there is no change. Living in faith also means that we trust in God and his timeline. I once asked my mom, after listening to a popular country song on the radio, if God doesn't answer all prayers. She told me he does, just some people don't like the answer so they ignore it or don't recognize it. I think that includes the answer to wait and be patient. It's easy to get frustrated when waiting, but faith can make it easier.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #333333; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">and finally...</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #333333; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Christ's atonement was for everyone. Every single person. Even people you don't like. Even people that didn't like Jesus. Even people that don't believe he existed. </span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #333333; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">I had this thought the other day that part of our journey to becoming Christ-like is finding a way in our hearts to understand that even those people are deserving of love, forgiveness, and a chance to change. Even those people can change. </span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #333333; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">And you probably thought this was going to be a funny post. </span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #333333; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Sorry.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #333333; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Ok bye.</span></span></div>
alirarahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00490089586121740781noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35837757.post-51178593296150340282016-09-26T01:29:00.002-06:002016-11-05T23:44:22.408-06:00Once I was 10 Years OldA post from a 10 year old Alicia...<br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">Dear J,</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"> I had to eat school pizza today. It Tastes really bad! Lindsey is a big ba<strike>d</strike>by! She hates me! I wish she was 4! I love Jacques C! I think he likes me too. I'll find out when I'm 14. Pokemon, I don't like it. Everyone asks me if I have them I do but sucky ones. I wish I never get yelled at and that Lindsey always has to clean the room!</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">Love, </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">Alicia"</span></div>
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I changed the name of the boy to Jacques Cousteau to spare the comments from my family. Also as a nod to Friends which I have been watching lately.</div>
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You're welcome.</div>
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Notice the misspelling then correction of baby. Classic Alicia.</div>
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alirarahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00490089586121740781noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35837757.post-9930030536573228972016-09-26T01:14:00.000-06:002016-09-26T01:14:00.162-06:00Thoughts on JournalingI have been journaling since 2nd grade. Not consistently, but yeah since 2nd grade. I love it. It is a way to help me clear my head and get all my thoughts out there and really think things through.<br />
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Remember when I turned 22 and I made my "22 List" of things to do that I'd never done and writing in my journal everyday was one of those things? Well I did that and I loved it. Some days all I wrote was "I'm tired." or "I love Adrian!" or "I'm mad." with no other explanation. But that's ok. Most days it was because I was really tired but I had made that goal.<br />
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Anyways, I was thinking the other day of how I only really journal when things seem to be hard or challenging in my life and I wished I could change that. But then I had another thought, but you need some back story.<br />
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Every night when we put Little Buns to bed there is a routine. Change his diaper, put him in pjs, get his milk, and as he drinks his milk we read to him a chapter of the Book of Mormon. Not one with pictures or anything but just the book (well we read it from our phones because otherwise he tries to tear all the pages). He probably doesn't get a lot of it... or any of it...maybe it's just a way to make sure I'm reading the Book of Mormon everyday. Idk but that's what we do.<br />
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Anyways, we've been reading the Book of Mormon and I noticed that the scriptures skip over when everything is going well in their lives too. Literally hundreds of years pass in a single verse because every one is righteous and doing what they are supposed to.<br />
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So now I don't feel as bad about not writing as much in the good times of my life. Though now I do try to see the good in a situation to help any one who may read my journals in the future.<br />
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Do you ever go back and read your journals and just cringe? Or laugh at yourself? I'm tempted to rip those pages up or build a time machine for the sole purpose of going back in time and punching myself in the throat. And then I'd shout,<br />
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<span style="font-size: x-large;">"You know why!" </span>and go back to the future.</div>
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Anyways, I get really embarrassed thinking my great great great great granddaughter will read my journals and I've been such an idiot. Although there are some good things.<br />
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And even with her in mind, I still don't censor myself as I write, because I'm keeping it real, you know?<br />
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Ok so if you read this far you should know I'm sorry I've been gone, I'm doing my masters and I am really busy with that. But I decided not to do it on Sundays because I need a day you know? And why not the day of rest. Literally called the day of rest so I'll take it. So sorry about that.<br />
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But the real announcement is that I'll bring back my journal posts where I write old journal entries. They are fantastic you guys! Fantastic!<br />
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Be excited...<br />
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Ok bye.<br />
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<br />alirarahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00490089586121740781noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35837757.post-27312208500690006942016-08-26T17:15:00.002-06:002016-08-26T17:15:40.756-06:00Being a MotherOk you guys, my son is the cutest.<br />
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I love watching him grow and develop and learn. </div>
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I love his strong little personality.</div>
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I love being a mom.</div>
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But sometimes, I feel like the worst mother.<br />
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I know everyone who is a mother has at some point felt this way. Had this recognition that they are not perfect and they could be doing better.</div>
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Admitting that there is room to improve is actually a good thing. That is part of our purpose here. To learn and grow and develop. To recognize our faults and tr to fix them. It won't be easy but it is totally worth it.<br />
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And guess what! By the time you die you still won't be perfect. That's ok as long as everyday you are trying to better yourself. Even if it's a <i><b>smidge</b></i> each day.</div>
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I think sometimes we make a list of all things we need to be doing to be perfect and it's so overwhelming. It's like when I walk into my kitchen and I'm thinking<span style="font-size: x-small;">, </span><i>"This place is going to be spotless when I walk out."</i> But then I get overwhelmed by the dishes and the mess my son has made with all the recycling stuff and his toys and etc and etc. So I just grab Oreos and milk instead.<br />
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So we make this huge grand plan of everything we should be doing but it's overwhelming and we don't know where to start. </div>
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But we have to just do what we can at first until that becomes part of who we are.</div>
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<i>Then</i> we can start on the next thing.</div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">Anyways, this post got way off track because I was actually going to make a list of the cute things my son does but now it doesn't seem like it fits in this post so maybe I'll just make a separate post about that.</span></div>
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I had this thought today while I was sitting with Little Buns and feeding him some yogurt while watching my guilty pleasure show <b>"Dance Moms"</b> <span style="font-size: x-small;">(new season on Hulu y'all).</span> I don't want my kids to be exactly like me. I want them to be <b>better than me.</b> I want them to take the good parts of my personality and improve on the bad parts of my personality. And that's what I'm trying to do with Little Buns.<br />
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I know he's only 18 months but I'm constantly worried about what he'll be like as a <i>12 year old boy</i>, or a <i>teenager.</i> I'm worried about how he'll treat his siblings <span style="font-size: x-small;">(this is not an announcement except to announce that in the future sometime we will, hopefully, have more children)</span>.<br />
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I guess what I'm trying to say is, motherhood is a journey and not like a <i><strike>Candyland</strike></i> kind of journey where you get stuck in some delicious candy. It's more like a <b><span style="font-size: large;">combination of Chutes and Ladders and War; </span></b>where you have really big highs and lows and the game only ends <b>never.</b> And you never know what's going to happen next. </div>
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My advice is to <span style="font-size: large;"><b>rely on the Savior and our Heavenly Father's plan</b></span> and <b>always have Oreos in the pantry.</b></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">****So I know this post is kind of hard to follow. But hopefully you get it. Like I said it wasn't planned to be this way at all so meh.</span>alirarahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00490089586121740781noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35837757.post-81412387055880641972016-08-19T16:40:00.000-06:002016-08-19T16:41:14.467-06:0010 Reasons I Love AZFrom my last post you may think <i>I hate Arizona</i>. <u>But that's just not true.</u><br />
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I really just hate being hot. </div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">And I have this semi-irrational fear of gangs that I won't get into right now.</span></div>
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Anyways, I actually love a lot of things about Arizona.<br />
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So here's a list of <b><span style="font-size: x-large;">10 reasons I Love Arizona</span></b></div>
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<li style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: large;">The people</span>! Almost everyone I know from Arizona is <i>so chill</i>. They just roll with the punches and like to laugh. Oh sure they are human sometimes things get out of hand. But a lot of my favorite people are from/in Arizona.</li>
<li style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">The winter!</span> So it's the perfect weather in the winter because it's not so hot. It's perfect for hiking, playing soccer, playing tag, jumping on the trampoline. All those things can happen during the day and you don't have to worry about snow <span style="font-size: x-small;">(most of the time-yes it has snowed in </span><table cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="float: right; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; text-align: left;"><tbody>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">Phoenix) (and unless you're in Northern AZ where it does snow in the winter).</span> Also the <u><i><b><span style="font-size: large;">Mesa temple Lights are the best! </span></b></i></u>My favorite part is the 3 wise men crossing with their camels across the front lawn.</li>
<li>It's actually <span style="font-size: large;">a pretty desert</span>. If you've ever driven through Nevada you know what an ugly place the desert can be. <span style="font-size: x-small;"><i>(Sorry Nevada) </i></span>But Arizona actually has the pretty red rock, the Saguaro cactus (that bloom really pretty blooms) and lots of other cactus that add color to the scenery. And it all is so beautiful against the <span style="font-size: large;"><b>Arizona Blue sky.</b></span> Arizona's skies are beautiful and different than other places I've been.</li>
<li><span style="font-size: x-large;">The sky. </span>Ok Sunsets at the beach are petty but Arizona Sunsets are the bomb.com. They are all that and a bag of chips. And yeah it's the pollution, but seriously, you have got to see the sunsets. To see these skies check out my cousin Libby's facebook page <span style="color: white;"><a href="https://www.facebook.com/HelloFromNewRiver/" target="_blank">Hello From New River</a>. </span>She takes really beautiful photos of New River, AZ where she lives.<br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<li><span style="font-size: large;">Public Pools.</span> Ok I don't know if the prices are the same but when I was younger the price to get into the pool<b> as a kid was like $.50 and a $1.50 as an adult. </b>Somewhere around there. Oh and after 6pm it was <b>$.25 for everyone.</b> I remember that because we used to go with our friends sometimes. So I was <b>shocked</b>, <b><span style="font-size: large;">SHOCKED</span></b>, when I took these kids I was babysitting to a public pool in Utah and it was <b><span style="font-size: x-large;">$5 per person </span></b>and $10 if you wanted to use the wave rider. It was crazy! My best friend and I would go to <b>Cactus Park</b> at least once a week to go swimming when I was younger. That would not be possible in other places I have realized. Perhaps it is seen as a public service to keep people from dying from heat. I don't know but <i>I loved it.</i></li>
<li><b><span style="font-size: large;">Castles and Coasters.</span></b> I know what you're thinking <i>"Really?"</i> But yes. It's probably mostly nostalgia but I love that place. I have lots of good memories from there with family and friends. Also the <u><b>log ride people.</b></u> It's the best ride there and if you go at the right time no one is in line and they just let you stay on<b> forever.</b></li>
<li><span style="font-size: large;">Water parks. </span>Water World <span style="font-size: x-small;">(I just can't call it Wet N' Wild, it will always be Water World in my heart)</span> & Sunsplash are awesome. <span style="font-size: x-small;">(I have never been to Big Surf) </span>Not just nostalgia this time I have <span style="font-size: large;"><b>not </b></span>actually been to water parks better than them. Plus <span style="font-size: large;"><i>Bill and Ted's Excellent Adventure</i></span> was partly filmed at <b>Sunsplash</b> <table cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="float: left; margin-right: 1em; text-align: left;"><tbody>
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and that's one of the greatest movies ever made. I digress. Other water parks I've been to have been way crowded, not just with people but I feel like the rides are so close together. And you have to rent tubes <u><b>even </b></u>for the <span style="font-size: large;"><b><i>lazy</i></b></span> river. So that means people are <span style="font-size: large;">SWIMMING</span> in the <span style="font-size: x-large;">LAZY</span> river. Sorry but it's not called the <i><span style="font-size: large;">"kind of lazy"</span></i> river. And then if you do get a tube your constantly drowning the small children that are swimming in there without a tube. <b>Tubes should be in the lazy river free of charge (and not be allowed taken other places understandably). I'm probably going to start a change.org petition about this.</b></li>
<li><span style="font-size: large;">Northern Arizona.</span> It's really pretty you guys and if you just can't stomach the heat anymore down in Phoenix, Flagstaff is just a<b> 2 </b>hour drive away. Or one of the other numerous small towns in Arizona. It's really lovely. I love that most of Arizona is a lot of small towns.</li>
<li><span style="font-size: large;">The down hominess of it.</span> I don't really know how to describe this very well but I think it relates to the <i>chillness of the people I mentioned in #1</i>. I just feel like even though I was from this huge sprawling metropolis of Phoenix and the surrounding areas, things were...It's really hard for me to describe. <b>People take their time to do things.</b>.. But I mean idk hopefully Arizona people understand what I mean. <b>It just had a nice feeling for the most part. </b></li>
<li>Maybe you will say I'm cheating and that 10 is the same as number one but I think they are different. <span style="font-size: x-large;"><b>10 is that my family is mostly all there.</b></span> All but one of my siblings and their family live there. And I have lots of extended family there. And that's where I feel most comfortable is with them. <span style="font-size: large;">They are my people and I love them. </span></li>
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So I haven't shunned Arizona <i>forever</i>, maybe we could live in Northern Arizona one day, but never Phoenix.alirarahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00490089586121740781noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35837757.post-63666272649648823162016-08-14T18:01:00.006-06:002016-08-14T18:01:57.194-06:00Phoenix, ArizonaOk, if you didn't know, now you do, I'm from Phoenix.<br />
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Most of my family is still there.<br />
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But despite that, I have a goal of <u><b>never living there again.</b></u><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">IT'S SO HOT THERE!</span></div>
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And you're going to be like <span style="font-size: large;"><i>"Oh but it's a dry heat!" </i></span><br />
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And then I'm going to have to <b>punch you in the throat.</b></div>
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You don't understand. </div>
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I don't care if you've been there and you're like <i><span style="font-size: large;">"The humidity is worse."</span></i><br />
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I really don't.</div>
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It's hot. It's hot there 24/7. It doesn't even cool down at night. It's still 100F at 2 in the morning. By 9 am it's already 95F on a good day. On a horrible day it will already be 100F by 9am.</div>
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I've been to the humid places. I mean, I've been to the equator <span style="font-size: x-small;">(though I will qualify that I was there in the 'winter' so it wasn't as humid as it normally gets) </span>and I would take that any day over the sweltering oven inferno that is Phoenix, AZ. <b><span style="font-size: small;">To me living in an oven is worse than living in a slow cooker.</span></b></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">(And when I get hot I hate everything and everyone and it's the absolute worst.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">I realized this at church today because it was so hot there. I was sitting there and I was sweating and fanning myself and trying to avoid holding my child on my lap because I was so hot. And I was just mad. I just hated it. So yes it did take me 28 years to realize why I hate the heat. Probably because I was too hot to try to figure it out before.)</span></div>
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Anyways, last week I went to Phoenix because my dear older sister was getting married.<br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">She got married in the Phoenix, Arizona temple. (So beautiful btw). And then her reception was outside! </span></div>
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I love my sister. This is how you know:</div>
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<li>I went to Arizona in the summer.</li>
<li>I helped set up the outside reception.</li>
<li>I didn't stand in front of the giant fans the entire time at the reception.</li>
<li>I helped clean up the reception.</li>
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ALL IN THE SWELTERING HEAT!<br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">It seemed so much worse this year than ever, probably because I've been gone for almost a decade.</span></div>
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But I love my sister and the reception was actually really nice and lovely. And I like her husband too. He is good and they are good together. Oh and I got to do the flowers again. So I liked that. And it was nice to see my family. </div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">But I love them more in the winter than in the summer.*</span></div>
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No but seriously, I was so happy I could go and they could get married and everything worked out. It was really fun!<br />
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*<i><span style="font-size: xx-small;">Depending on my location</span></i><br />
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alirarahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00490089586121740781noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35837757.post-32574635314952995062016-07-30T17:54:00.001-06:002016-07-30T17:54:27.019-06:00Stranger Thoughts<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Have you been watching "Stranger Things" on Netflix?<br />
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If not you should try it out because it's pretty good man.<br />
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We are 4 episodes in now and we look forward to watching 1 or 2 episodes every night. <br />
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Although, when I first heard about the show I was told it was going to be like an X-Files type show. And I guess it kind of is in the way that there's a conspiracy (or is there?) But the thing about the X-Files that I loved is it was scary.</div>
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So scary I wasn't allowed to watch it for years. So scary that watching it now still scares me sometimes.</div>
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And makes me laugh too sometimes, but mostly it was scary.<br />
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Like episode 2 of season 1, THAT GUY GETS INTO YOUR <span style="font-size: large;">LOCKED HOUSE </span>AND <span style="font-size: x-large;">EATS YOUR LIVER</span>! AND HE HAS <span style="font-size: large;">YELLOW EYES</span>, "SO HELP ME, <span style="font-size: x-large;">YELLOW EYES</span>!" (10 points if you know where that quote is from).</div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">But I digress...</span><br />
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"Stranger Things" has so far only made me cry a lot. It has a few on the edge of your seat moments but mostly it has just made me cry a lot.<br />
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Why?</div>
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Because a little boy goes missing and that makes me sad.</div>
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and</div>
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because I cry super easily. I mean I cry at commercials for goodness sakes. Not the Sarah McLaughlin animal cruelty commercial. But the "Touched By an Angel" lady commercial with the kids in third world countries who don't have families.</div>
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Basically anytime I feel like a child is hurting or a family is hurting, I'm going to cry.<br />
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Anyways, that got a bit too serious and sad. </div>
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But yeah, Adrian's coworkers told him "Stranger Things" was scary. One of them even had to watch a happy show afterwards so they could calm down and go to bed after they finished.<br />
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So far I'm like "This is just sad, not scary!"</div>
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But I think it gets scarier towards the end. Right now it's the setup and then the scare. Hopefully. Yes maybe.</div>
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If you spoil this show for me, you should know that I will find you and I will give you a <span style="font-size: large;">purple nurple.</span><br />
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<i>You've been warned. </i></div>
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Or a <span style="font-size: large;">swirly</span>.<br />
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<i>You've been warned.</i></div>
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Or a package of Oreo's that is <span style="font-size: large;">EMPTY</span>! And then you'll see me enjoying all the Oreo's with a nice tall glass of milk. And when you ask for some, I will say <span style="font-size: large;">"NO! Go give yourself a swirly,"</span> while giving you a purple nurple. And then I will finish watching "Stranger Things" and glare at you periodically because I already knew all the shocking parts.<br />
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<i>You've been warned.</i></div>
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I mean just because it's not "X-Files" scary doesn't mean it's not good. And I love this kind of show best because it makes you think so much. A very good thriller fo' sho'.<br />
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<i>Just be prepared to cry if you cry easily like I do.</i></div>
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Ok Bye<i> </i>alirarahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00490089586121740781noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35837757.post-90437723843212268282016-07-27T17:42:00.000-06:002016-07-27T17:42:08.687-06:00Oh Hey There ;)<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Guys, I'm sorry it's been like what... </span><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: red;"><b>3 years</b></span></span>.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">Yeah, I was busy <span style="color: #93c47d;">working </span>and <span style="color: #999999;">having a baby</span> and <i>being married</i> and <b>checking Facebook</b> and you know <span style="color: #f4cccc;">browsing Pinterest</span> and watching <span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #b4a7d6;">Gossip Girl</span></span> and working on my <span style="color: #f9cb9c;">Master's degree</span>.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">No but seriously I guest blogged for my mom on her blog<span style="font-size: x-large;"> <span style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span style="background-color: black;"><a href="http://threewinksdesign.weebly.com/" target="_blank">3 Winks Design</a></span></b></span></span> and it made me miss blogging so <span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: orange;"><b><i>I'm back</i></b></span></span>.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">So instead of writing a lengthy post about all the marvelous things that have happened to us in the last 3 years I will just leave you a list of </span><br />
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<li><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">We had a baby! We call him <span style="color: #f9cb9c;"><b><i><span style="font-size: x-small;">Little Buns</span></i></b></span>(<span style="color: #f9cb9c;">LB</span>) and you will call him that too. He is just so little and cute. He makes our lives so much fuller and meaningful. Honestly he is the sweetest cutest baby in the world. <span style="background-color: #cc0000;"><span style="font-size: large;">I love him so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so sooooooooooooooo much. </span></span><span style="color: #999999;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;">(so I tried to hold down the 'o' to put a lot of 'o's and it wouldn't let me it kept wanting to put an 'ö' [umlaut{?}]) </span></span>He came <span style="color: #999999;"><b>6</b></span> weeks early and my water broke <span style="color: #8e7cc3;"><b>8</b></span> weeks early and I had to be in the hospital just basically laying in bed for two weeks until my emergency c-section after having been in labor all day. But it was all worth it. <b>Because he's the best, hands down.</b></span><table cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="float: right; margin-left: 1em; text-align: right;"><tbody>
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<li><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">Adrian got a job at <span style="color: #f6b26b;"><span style="font-size: large;">Pixar</span></span>! so we moved to the <span style="background-color: #d9d2e9;"><i>Bay Area (California)</i></span>. Getting this job involved a 6 month internship in which Adrian was in CA and LB and I were still in Utah. <span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: purple;">It was the best of times, it was the worst of times.</span></span></span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">I <span style="color: #93c47d;"><b>stopped teaching</b></span>, because we moved here and I didn't get a job teaching here and I have to stay home with the LB. Which I'm happy about. My sister was living with me while Adrian was gone and she took care of LB while I was working. But then when we moved here she shortly after moved to Kansas to live with my brother and take care of his kids. She is an excellent <i>baby sitter.</i> <span style="font-size: large;"><b>They hardly get squashed at all.... </b></span><span style="font-size: x-small;">HAHA <b>Get it?</b> Baby sitter!</span> No but really she's <span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #ffe599;"><b>really good.</b></span></span></span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">We bought a new car because our old one was <i>leaking gas</i> and we were about to have a baby so that probably wasn't safe.</span></li>
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<li><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">Adrian played in a band called<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="background-color: #cfe2f3;"> <a href="https://www.facebook.com/festivepeoplemusic/" target="_blank">Festive People</a>.</span></span> They are fantastic! And they got to play at <span style="color: #666666;"><span style="color: red;">Stadium<span style="color: black;"><span style="background-color: white;"> </span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="background-color: white;">of </span></span><span style="color: blue;">Fire</span></span>. It's a HUGE 4th of July show that is put on at BYU. Um <span style="color: #ffd966;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><i>Journey</i></b></span></span> was there so that was awesome. Obvs he doesn't play with them any more because they are based in Utah and we are here. But he misses it, and I do too sometimes because I like their music. <span style="color: orange;"><b><span style="font-size: large;">FYI </span></b></span>they have a new album coming out soon and you should <span style="color: #d5a6bd;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>pre-order it on itunes</b></span></span> because it's available for pre-order and you won't regret it. </span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">I found out I have <span style="color: #0c343d;"><span style="background-color: #a2c4c9;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>Hashimoto's</b></span></span></span>. It's the worst...no it's not actually but it is annoying. If you google it though people act like it's the worst. I'm like <span style="background-color: #45818e;">"I thought I had cancer so this is much better." </span>My Dr actually told me, <span style="background-color: purple;">"Of all the autoimmune diseases you could have, this is the one I would choose to have if I had to have one." </span>(I feel like it was comforting in a weird way). <b><span style="font-size: x-small;">No but it is annoying because you have to take a pill at least 30 minutes before you eat breakfast and I wake up starving a lot. </span></b>And I mean you are <span style="color: #b4a7d6;"><b>insanely tired all the time</b></span>, and it suppresses your <span style="background-color: #fce5cd;">metabolism</span> so I basically haven't lost any baby weight (after a year), oh and it makes pregnancy difficult and causes premature births <span style="color: #76a5af;">(see number one on the list)</span>. </span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"> Adrian <span style="font-size: large;">Graduated </span>from BYU!</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">We went to <span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-size: large;">Ecuador!</span></span> It was so fun and awesome to visit his homeland and see all his family.</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">Adrian <span style="background-color: #6aa84f;"><span style="font-size: large;">won an award for the sound design</span></span> he did on a student film called "The Surface" and he was nominated for another award at a different festival.</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">Adrian and LB went to <span style="color: red;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">Disneyland </span></span>for the first time and they loved it and we can't wait to go back.</span></li>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">Ok I made the last 4 short because it was getting kind of long. Sorry about that. It's probably because I have all this backed up blogging energy I guess. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">P.S. All this editing to change the fonts and stuff takes too long and is not as fun when I don't have assignments to procrastinate. So I probs won't be doing it anymore unless you tell me you like it.</span><br />
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alirarahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00490089586121740781noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35837757.post-11358507555690454102013-07-03T14:15:00.001-06:002013-07-03T14:15:36.476-06:00Hey I'm Back<div xmlns='http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml'>So I decided to start my Joy In The Journey blog again so check it out. I might even stop updating this blog. Who knows?<br/><p style='font-size: xx-small' align='right'>posted from <a href='https://market.android.com/details?id=pl.przemelek.android.blogger'>Bloggeroid</a></p></div>alirarahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00490089586121740781noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35837757.post-67751407092542334152013-06-27T15:48:00.001-06:002013-06-27T15:48:54.566-06:00What the World Needs NowIs love, sweet love.<br />
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I went to this Broadcast on Sunday and it was awesome. I think the main message I got from it is that we need to be more loving to everyone.<br />
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Even people who don't think the same as we do. It sounds weird to write that sentence because it sounds like we're thinking collectively as a group all the same things, but that's not how it is. I think and you think and every individual thinks and has opinions. <br />
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And that's a good thing.<br />
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Sometimes we don't agree.<br />
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And that's ok.<br />
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Sometimes we can talk about how we don't agree and still be friends and loving with each other.<br />
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That is the message I took from the conference. Well <i><b>A</b></i> message not <i><b>THE</b></i> message.<br />
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Because I mean the message was on missionary work. And I got that message too.<br />
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And I loved all the messages and answers to prayers I received directly from that broadcast. I felt like Heavenly Father had been preparing me all week for that broadcast. I was really grateful he had been.<br />
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I would make a link so you could watch the broadcast but I don't think they are rebroadcasting it.<br />
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On another note...<br />
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Sometimes I read these other blogs and the comments people make.<br />
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And it makes me sad.<br />
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Because a lot of times the comments imply that because I think differently than the majority of people on that site I am a "closed-minded sheep that just follows and obeys what I'm told to do." and that I'm "hateful" that I shouldn't vote based on "what I think is best for society no matter how many people it hurts."<br />
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And that last one was confusing because I don't think that is anyone's thought process when they vote. Except crazies, like Hitler.<br />
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And don't we all (or shouldn't we all) be voting on what we think is best for society and using our moral compass as a guide?<br />
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And I don't think calling me names is really going to persuade me to look at your arguments any further.<br />
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Also I don't think I'm hateful. I try to be really nice to people and help everyone. I think that I can dislike someone's actions and still like the person. To say that's not possible is to deny God's plan for us don't you think?<br />
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Heavenly Father gives us agency to make choices. He tells us there are consequences to choices, for both good and bad. He knows we can choose to sin. He also loves every single one of His children. I do not think that if God hated people who sinned He would have provided the atonement so that they could return to live with Him forever. I do, however, think that He loves us unconditionally, but He doesn't have to like all of our actions. <br />
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Just like a parent loves their child who hits their brother. The parent still loves both children equally, but doesn't condone the actions of the first child. <br />
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I think many people are capable of this kind of love. Because I think that's how Christ loved. Yes he loved the adulterous woman, and he didn't condemn her to death. What did he tell her? To "go and sin no more." Because he loved her and he wanted her to be able to live with God forever and with her family.<br />
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That's what I want for everyone. I want everyone to be happy and know that, YES, sometimes life here is hard, but we are loved and there is no reason to give up because we have the Atonement and we can repent and live forever with our families if we endure to the end.<br />
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Eternal perspective. It's important I think.<br />
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Anyways I digress, my point is let's just remember that just because we disagree doesn't meant that one of us is a "hateful sheep." And we can love people without loving their actions. The greatest examples of this being Christ and Heavenly Father.<br />
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<br />alirarahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00490089586121740781noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35837757.post-6795976555208343432013-05-31T01:23:00.002-06:002013-05-31T01:23:36.377-06:00I Noticed DifferencesI can't sleep. Which really stinks because I need to be up in 5 hours and then drive for an hour. My mind is just racing for some reason. So maybe laying out some thoughts will be helpful.<br />
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The school year is almost over. I feel frazzled. I'm really glad I have a day without students that I can use to focus on getting my room organized the way I want it. It was hard coming in during the middle of the year. I still feel like I'm in another teachers room. So I'm looking forward to that most defs.<br />
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Also I've noticed some differences from my first school to this one in the way I'm treated.<br />
At my old school we were all pretty much first year teachers. But we had a lot of responsibility. I feel like as a middle school we really bonded as a team and really tried to work together more. We talked about how to handle different kids and to make learning and responsibility a priority for our students. I had to go to TONS of IEP meetings because, let's face it, I was ata charter school and like 90% of my students had IEPs. I miss all those students so much. Anyways at my new school we're actually told we are part of these teams but I don't really feel a part of my main team. Mostly because I don't really have a strong bond with the other two teachers. I feel like they see me as this young new teacher who they saved from this horrible situation and who doesn't really know much. I know why they think that; it's because I'm very quiet when you first meet me. I just am. And we were I. An IEP meeting the other day witha mom who didn't speak English. So when I was giving feedback I had to wait for the interpretation which threw off my flow. And afterward they were like treating me like I was trying to sugar coat the truth. But the reason I struggled was the flow interruption. They were saying things like "You just learn after awhile that you have to just lay things out how they are." And All I could think was yeah I know I've already been to billions of IEPs. Plus I'm an honest person, I know lying will help nothing. I'm not mad because I know they we just trying to be helpful but it was irritating because I know that I'm capable of what they were assuming I couldn't do.<br />
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And then idk why it bugs me so much that they treat me like such a newbie. Maybe it's because I've been teaching or tutoring in one form or the other since high school. Teaching is just what I do. I taught sped kids math in high school as a sophomore. Then I was a peer tutor for chemistry as a senior in high school. I'm pretty sure I was a peer tutor my junior year of high school too it i can't recall for what class. Then I was a science teacher at a private school. And a physics tutor. Then I was a physical science 100 ta at BYU. Plus my student teaching, I just feel like its just something that interests me and I'm good at it. So yes it bugs me when people treat me like I don't know anything about teaching.<br />
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I'm not saying I do know everything, and I do appreciate advice and help. And I do love and appreciate my teammates. They are great people. It's just very different than what I was at. Some good different and some bad different. <br />
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Oy vey I'm just glad the first year is over.alirarahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00490089586121740781noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35837757.post-67542000391934708192013-04-22T21:16:00.000-06:002013-04-22T21:27:50.825-06:00The Rolling StonesI think the world needs to listen to the Rolling Stones more.<br />
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"You can't always get what you want</div>
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You can try sometimes</div>
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You get what you need."</div>
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I just feel like people are very focused on themselves and if people could just stop and think and realize that<br />
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<li><span style="font-size: large;"><b>Everybody makes mistakes</b></span>-<span style="color: #ffe599;">YOU are not perfect. Just like everyone around you. We are all trying to reach perfection but we are not there yet. I guarantee it. If some one calls you out on something you have obviously done wrong DON'T ARGUE. It makes you sound like a 7th grader (believe me I know, I teach 7th grade). And now that you know this apply this to other people. Ok you make mistakes but it's not ok for your friends to make mistakes. No everybody does. Welcome to life. Enjoy. Forgive people. Don't carry their mistakes around with you. Learn from it and move on. (Of course I am talking about petty things that get people so indignant). Also if you really weren't doing the thing they accuse you of, politely talk it out with them. Snapping back "No I wasn't blah blah blah." makes you sound guilty.</span></li>
<li><span style="font-size: large;"><b>Not everything is about you</b></span>-<span style="color: #ffe599;">Sometimes people are happy, it's not always going to be because of something you did. Sometimes people are sad, it's not always because of something you did. Sometimes people will say things, it's not always directed at you.Sometimes people will do crazy things, it has nothing to do with you. Just stop taking everything so personally. Usually if some one is speaking to a very large group, they are speaking to the majority and the experiences the majority can relate to. They aren't trying to say your experiences are worthless or that you are wrong. Try to give them the benefit of the doubt that they have good intentions. If you really have a problem, grow up and go talk to them like an adult.</span></li>
<li><span style="font-size: large;"><b>Sometimes we have to go out of our way to help</b></span>- <span style="color: #ffe599;">I just feel like this is self explanatory.</span></li>
<li><b><span style="font-size: large;">People have standards and values that aren't the same as our standards and values</span></b>-<span style="color: #ffe599;">Something that has pushed my buttons since I've heard about it is that people are making fun of my sister for going to church. Seriously!? That's like making fun of a person for being gay. And you may disagree but it is. Going to church and belonging to the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints is a big part of who my family's identity. Making fun of something that is part of someone is just rude and hurtful. And the only reason you're doing it is because you think that they should suffer because they are wrong. I know this is the hardest thing on this list for all of us because usually our standards and values run so deep within us that when we perceive an attack on them we get very emotional. Ok let the emotions calm and TALK IT OUT. I am not implying that I am perfect at number 4 (see number one on the list) or actually any number on this list, but I'm trying to be better. I'm also not saying that you should give up your values but attacking some one because of their values is wrong. Respectfully disagreeing is ok but attacks are where trouble happens.</span></li>
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alirarahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00490089586121740781noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35837757.post-53661310333623360262013-03-10T20:40:00.001-06:002013-03-10T20:40:24.541-06:00New School and StuffSo I started my job at my new school in West Jordan. <br />
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Yes I left Quail Run, which has since had it's name changed...idk what it is now. But don't people who have something to hide change their name? Just Sayin'.<br />
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I miss my QRPS students really badly though. I love their stinking guts. Even if they did drive me crazy sometimes. I miss them though.<br />
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The new school is good. I only teach 7th grade. Which is so different than having 3 preps and teaching 5 different classes. I feel kind of lazy. Though my number of students has been multiplied by 5, so there is a lot more grading to do. <br />
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The kids all seem to be very nice. I mean they're 7th graders slowly turning to 8th graders. So some of them are getting into that stage where everything I do is stupid to them. It's so weird to see that transition in them. But I do like them all and I can't think of any of them I am going to be at odds with all the time. So I am excited to get to know them.<br />
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I still miss my kids though. Yes I call them my kids. <br />
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Let me just tell you, Adrian is the best.<br />
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Friday he asked me to go out with him. He took me to Red Robin. And then surprised me with tickets to "Oz The Great and Powerful."<br />
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He's the best. I love him. <br />
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The movie as a movie and not associated with the Wizard of Oz was absolutely fantastic. I thought it was a great film. Funny, visually captivating, and it pulls on your heart strings a little. No it may not win any awards besides for visual effects, but it's a Disney movie and they mostly always do a great job. <br />
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As far as being in line with the book...fell flat on its face. If you dont know, The Wizard of Oz is one of my most favorite books. But I will do a full comparison some other time. <br />
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Well I must go. TTFNalirarahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00490089586121740781noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35837757.post-58463815449837592822013-02-15T22:35:00.002-07:002013-02-15T22:35:46.196-07:00February PostSo a lot of things are happening this month that are crazy.<br />
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And some things are making me mad.<br />
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So where should I start?<br />
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Let me just make a long story really short, I'm looking for a new job. For the rest of this school year, seriously. The place I currently work is taking a turn for the worst. I'm not comfortable there. It's a hostile environment. <br />
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So I'm looking around and I'm excited. <br />
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My sister is going on her mission to France. She leaves on Weds! Her and my parents are coming here on Monday so we can spend time together. So that is grood.<br />
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The saddest thing about leaving my school is that I will miss my kids (I call my students my kids). I will miss them so much. I love them all. Today I showed my 8th graders a video that posed a physics question, and I asked them to figure out the answer, and they all actually started doing it and using their knowledge from what we've learned. It was awesome. And then in Earth Systems we were learning about clouds and I gave them all cans of shaving cream so they could make the cloud formations with the shaving cream. I told them they had to make one big giant cumulonimbus cloud in the middle of the room (I had a dropcloth) and we ended up with a half a meter of shaving cream in the middle of my room. It was awesome. My 7th graders are doing body systems and we're learning about the circulatory system and taking care of your heart so we did aerobics today and took their pulse and then did corpse pose which they really did not grasp the relaxingness of it but it was still fun. And I love them and I'm really going to miss them a lot.<br />
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And finally, I'm really sick of these Mormon Feminists. I read <a href="http://www.ldswave.org/?p=402">this list of "grievances."</a> And all I could think is way to be offended by things you made up. I'm starting to think that Mormon Feminists are girls who liked to start drama in Jr. High and never got over it and then of course hipsters because they always have to be "better" than everyone. And what way to be better than everyone than finding fault? <br />
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So anyways as I was reading this list half the list made me react like this:<br />
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"You made that up in your head, because that is not even true." <br />
Like the one about turning a baby blessing into being about the man. Guess what no one is thinking about the men as they are blessing the baby. They probably aren't even thinking about the mom. And if they are even thinking about anything it's the BABY. Because the baby blessing is a blessing from our Heavenly Father for the Baby. It's not like priesthood holders got together and were like "How can we make births about men?" That didn't happen, I promise you. <br />
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And the other half made me think:<br />
"You don't have to take everything people say in church as doctrine."<br />
I just have never heard from a general authority that man has the final say in the home. Just because some one says something in church doesn't mean it is true. Doctrine is given or clarified at a time when the whole Church will be able to hear or have access to that information (General Conference anyone). Not from Brother Smith in the Young Men's Presidency on a random Sunday in your ward. I was in church once and the RS teacher kept quoting her mother on 'doctrine.' This did not make me feel like questioning the church. This just made me wish the girl had actually prepared for her lesson instead of talking to her mom on the phone for 4 hours. Or when I was in RS and all the girls kept saying how we don't need science. There is no official Church doctrine that says that. So I just move on. <br />
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I have never felt inferior when I go to the temple. Or when I'm in church. Or at mutual. Or when I got my Young Women's manual instead of a Duty to God manual. If you do, it's probably because you aren't understanding what is happening. And you don't understand gender roles. <br />
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I guess I just feel like maybe if they read and studied The Family: A Proclamation to the World they would understand a bit better. I was telling Adrian how great the Proclamation to the World is. It came at a time when same-sex marriage and relationships wasn't as big of an issue as it is today, and Mormon feminists were not even on the radar. And it came because God knew that these issues were coming and we needed a resource and a guide to tell us of our sacred responsibilities as men, and women and as husbands and wives. <br />
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And comments like this:<br />
"I feel unequal when women have less prominent, prestigious, and public
roles in the church, even before and after childrearing years." <a href="http://www.ldswave.org/?p=402">{via}</a><br />
Make me feel like they just want the prestige of being seen and I just don't think that's why the men do those things. I don't feel like they aspire to be Prophet or a general authority. They may aspire to be like Christ in their actions, which I feel is worthy and something not exclusive to men at all.<br />
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And if men do aspire to those positions they usually don't get them.<br />
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and yes I realize that this sounds judgmental.alirarahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00490089586121740781noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35837757.post-50391023322828826792013-01-07T12:08:00.000-07:002013-01-07T12:08:02.736-07:00GoalsThis year I will be a better blogger.<br />
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At least once a month.<br />
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Though, I'm not sure if any one still reads my blog.<br />
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We really started the new year off well. We drove back from Phoenix on New Year's Day.<br />
From warm, sunny Phoenix to freezing, snowy, depressing Provo.<br />
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Our drive back was nice though. <br />
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I asked Adrian what his goals were for the year. And we talked about our goals as a couple for the year. <br />
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I think it's going to be a good year for sure.<br />
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I was going to add a nice picture of my family but it's being dumb so you'll have to just imagine us all happy.alirarahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00490089586121740781noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35837757.post-49439172103624089092013-01-02T16:27:00.001-07:002013-01-02T16:27:49.684-07:00Ring Out Wild BellsSo 2012 is over.<br />
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That's good<br />
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Woah I just looked out our window and there was a perfect flying V of ducks.<br />
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quack Quack QUACK QUACK<br />
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If you think that is weird then you need to watch "The Mighty Ducks" more often than you have.<br />
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Anyways...<br />
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It was a great year. I got married and now I live with my best friend and that is really fun. That was the best part of 2012.<br />
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I got a job teaching. It has been interesting. Fun and hard.<br />
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I'm looking forward to 2013 though. I think it will be good. <br />
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This year we will spend more time on the important things, like family and taking better care of ourselves. Spiritually and physically.<br />
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Though things in the world seem perilous at times I'm really happy to know that I have Adrian with me. He makes me feel safe. I love him very much.alirarahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00490089586121740781noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35837757.post-40284439278019349382012-08-15T09:53:00.003-06:002012-08-15T09:53:26.415-06:00I'm A TeacherI'm actually in teacher training right now.<br />
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I'm nervous.<br />
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I feel unprepared. But that's cool.<br />
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Prayers would be appreciated. <br />
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<a href="https://lh5.googleusercontent.com/x80pwK57o80_uGmyXMxxeIJH869OPIyfJDzeUJi_WgRRA23SpHnCyMHiLoAuEAnYgYHNF6QxzheHBGqscG5CQyp9Rr2QBNItcX_Qwhd6WdSpmZxuxKI">This diagram describes me.</a><br />
<br />alirarahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00490089586121740781noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35837757.post-42758353284249627992012-06-19T14:28:00.001-06:002012-06-19T14:28:13.996-06:00It's hot...When we signed a contract for this place I didn't realize that it didn't have central air conditioning. <br />
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As a result we have two air units, one in our front room and one in our bedroom. That means I'm pretty much being cooked like a lobster in the heat of the room where my computer resides. Oh and also the AC in our room doesn't work because whenever you turn it on lately, it throws the breaker. Even if the only thing on in the whole circuit is the AC. Lame-Sauce.<br />
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Mostly I want to write this to tell you that if you haven't read The Help you should because it is my new favorite book. I love it so much. It made me laugh and cry and be embarrassed and almost every emotion there is. Mostly though I like that it's a reminder that people are people, no matter their skin color, sins, or anything. We can all reach the same potential. And God loves us all the same even though we all make and do dumb things.<br />
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Read it or else.alirarahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00490089586121740781noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35837757.post-51255240479253525192012-05-21T10:18:00.006-06:002012-05-22T07:31:49.428-06:00Just Fantastic!I am typing this on Adrián's computer so it says that every word I write is spelled wrong. Also I just figured out how to do the apostrophe, but maybe I can not remember anymore so I probably will not be using many contractions...probably none contractions.<br />
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Being married is just fantastic. What can I say? I love it. <br />
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I put the laundry in just now and I am waiting. I think all the dryers are being used so I might have to take it to another place to do the drying and that place may be WyView because I know they have those ginormous dryers where I can dry everything at once for two bucks. Which is less than what I would spend here because these dryers do not dry very well...<br />
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Anyways... Here is a list of things you should plan on doing in your life.<br />
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I highly reccomend that you do them anyways because they have brought me great joy.<br />
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<li>Graduate from college and WALK in graduation- No it is nothing like your meaningless high school graduation. The biggest reason I hear that people do not to walk in their college graduation is because they walked in highschool and it was not special at all. Well think about it people. In high school you probably knew that you were not done. You knew that you still had at least 4 more years of school. Probably you went to public school so every penny you made the last four years, or even every penny of your parents money was sunk into your highschool education. (Taxes: your community helped you get through high school). You had a set curriculum of classes with very little choices of what you wanted to study and focus on. High school was the bane of your existence. But this is college where every penny you make is pretty much for school, you get to really start planning your whole life and study only what really interests you. College has made you go through every emotion you have, it has made you sweat, bleed, cry, and even want to die at times or just drop out and go on no longer. And now you have made it through, not only can you see the light at the end of the tunnel you are basking in it. And it is glorious. When you walk across the stage and they give you that empty diploma case (diploma comes in mail later) it is like you climbed Mount Everest. You did it. And nothing seems impossible to you. You can do anything. And you really can. You are not only happy and proud of yourself, but you are happy and proud of every one of your fellow graduates. You have all fought a good fight and won!</li>
<li>Get married in the temple- I do not think I can accurately describe how amazing this experience is. Knowing that I get to be sealed to my wonderful fantastic husband Adrián for eternity is the best feeling ever. The temple brings a peace to life words can not describe and you will only know if you go to the temple. Life is so much more beautiful, and meaningful after going to the temple. You feel a renewed sense of strength to be good and righteous. To stand up for what you believe. Knowing that I can go there with Adrián and he has those same beliefs as me gives me so much hope and fills me with so much love for him. Whatever path you are on that is leading you away from the temple STOP and repent, use the Atonement, go back to that straight and narrow path to the temple because nothing, I repeat NOTHING will make you happier than knowing that you will be with your family forever, knowing how much God and Jesus love you and how much everyone really has so much worth and life has so much meaning. It is really the most wonderful feeling.
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Those are the best things and really getting sealed in the temple is the bestest thing I just put them in the order that they happened to me. </div>
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If you have no idea what temple I am talking about, I am talking about the LDS or Mormon Temple, there are a bunch of them around the world. You can go to<a href="http://lds.org/"> LDS.org</a> or<a href="http://mormon.org/"> mormon.org</a> to learn more about mormons or to just learn more about temples you can go to <a href="http://www.lds.org/church/temples?lang=eng">http://www.lds.org/church/temples?lang=eng</a></div>alirarahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00490089586121740781noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35837757.post-18701944178136270362012-04-05T14:59:00.002-06:002012-04-05T14:59:54.392-06:00April: It's a Great MonthThink about it...<br />
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This month I get to marry the bestest guy in the whole world. Really I am so dearly in love with him. And I just know we're gonna be the happiest people together. DANG people I am so extremely blessed to have him in my life. You have no idea.<br />
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This month I graduate. Think of all those posts where I have wasted your life making you read about how much I am not enjoying or I am enjoying school. But now it's all over and I can start making the big bucks...as a teacher.<br />
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This month I get married for time and all eternity to Adrian.<br />
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This month I got a teaching job. Yep just signed the contract today and I start in April. It's crazy. I will be able to support my family as Adrian goes through school still. And I get to teach. And that is fun, hard, but rewarding.<br />
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This month I get married to la creme de la creme.<br />
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This month I get my first spring break since March 2007. Nuff said.<br />
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This month I get married to the guy who is all that and a bag of chips, & the bomb.com,<br />
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This month it starts warming up and the weather is just perfect for an outdoor reception.<br />
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This month I get married to the man who is so silly and hilarious, so intelligent, so loving, so insightful, so hard working, so diligent, so loving, (and I could just go on and on) so perfect for me in every way.<br />
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This month is a great month.<br />
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This month I start my marriage with Adrian!<br />
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This month I get to meet my future parent-in-laws. I am excited because their kids are awesome, meaning they must be so awesome!<br />
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This month is going to be a great month...oh and did I mention that I'm getting MARRIED!?alirarahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00490089586121740781noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35837757.post-44523680309975826742012-03-21T21:17:00.002-06:002012-03-21T21:17:30.137-06:00AND Thank You! AND<div style="text-align: right;">
Sorry I have been <b><span style="background-color: #999999; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-large;">MIA</span></b>.</div>
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<span style="color: #6fa8dc;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">My life is like a race against the hourglass. Some times I feel like </span><span style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: purple;">Jasmine</b></span><span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"> trapped in it.</span></span> </div>
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<span style="color: #f1c232;">Time is not something I have a lot of to spare and so some things had to go. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #f1c232;">Even though they are things I love to do.</span> <i><span style="color: #38761d; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">Like shave my legs every day, </span></i></div>
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<i><span style="color: #38761d; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">and pluck my eyebrows, and of course, write on my blog. </span></i></div>
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<b><span style="color: #0b5394; font-size: large;">My journal must feel very neglected too.</span></b> </div>
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<span style="color: #8e7cc3; font-size: x-small;"><b>And I don't really have time to tell you all about student </b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #8e7cc3; font-size: x-small;"><b>teaching, except that it has been one of the biggest</b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #8e7cc3; font-size: x-small;"><b> learning experiences of my life. </b></span></div>
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<i><span style="color: #6aa84f;"><span style="font-size: large;">And very tiring</span>.</span></i></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace; font-size: x-large;">And emotional.</span></b><br />
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<span style="background-color: #cfe2f3; color: #741b47; font-size: x-large;">And I would like to say thank you. </span><br />
<span style="background-color: #cfe2f3; color: #741b47; font-size: x-large;">Because there are so many people who have </span><br />
<span style="background-color: #cfe2f3; color: #741b47; font-size: x-large;">helped me so much these past few months.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #cc0000; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: #d5a6bd;">Adrian,</b></span> <span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: #6aa84f;">he is my crutch and, poor man, he has to </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: #6aa84f;">listen to me cry and be a big baby sometimes </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: #6aa84f;">because 8th graders are the bane of my existence. </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: #6aa84f;">And of course I'm always bugging him with wedding stuff. </span></div>
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And my <span style="color: #76a5af; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b>mom and daddy</b></span> <span style="color: #6fa8dc; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">for doing all this </span><br />
<span style="color: #6fa8dc; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">stuff for our wedding and reception and everything.</span><br />
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And <b><span style="background-color: magenta; font-size: large;">Adrian's mom</span></b> <span style="color: #c27ba0; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">for doing the whole open</span></div>
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<span style="color: #c27ba0; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"> house for us so we don't have to worry about it at all.</span></div>
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And <span style="background-color: #0c343d; color: cyan; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b>Lindsey, and Shirley and Jenna</b></span> <span style="background-color: #d5a6bd;">for doing</span><br />
<span style="background-color: #d5a6bd;"> my bridal shower and having it be absolutely lovely.</span><br />
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And <span style="color: orange; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b>Gustavo and Jenny </b></span><span style="background-color: #eeeeee; color: #93c47d;">for letting me eat with them all the time. </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #eeeeee; color: #93c47d;">And being so welcoming and helpful and </span></div>
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<span style="color: #93c47d;"><span style="background-color: #eeeeee;">letting us borrow their car. I really appreciate it very very very much</span>. </span></div>
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And <b><span style="color: blue; font-size: large;">Mr Hrynyshyn</span></b> <span style="color: #e69138;">for being such a great person </span></div>
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<span style="color: #e69138;">and mentor teacher. I feel so blessed to have been put with him in that class.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #f9cb9c;">Even though we have some stinking rotten kids </span><br />
<span style="background-color: #f9cb9c;">I'm grateful that my student teaching experience </span><br />
<span style="background-color: #f9cb9c;"><i><b><span style="font-size: x-large;"><u>hasn't been a piece of cake</u></span></b></i>. </span><br />
<span style="background-color: #f9cb9c;"> That I have been challenged and even that </span><br />
<span style="background-color: #f9cb9c;">some kids hate me. </span><br />
<span style="background-color: #f9cb9c;">I guess you're not doing your job right until </span><br />
<span style="background-color: #f9cb9c;">some one isn't happy with you. </span><br />
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<span style="color: red; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: xx-small;">Haha just let me believe that is true ok.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #666666; color: #ffe599; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: large;">And I wish I could name everyone here because it seems like I have ten million more people to thank. I just wanted to express my gratitude to all of you because you really have touched my heart and I really love you all so much. You really have lifted me and help me keep my head above the swirling pools of sand gathering at my feet.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: #ffd966; color: #666666; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b>And I wonder how many more times I can legitimately use the word 'and' in this post? </b></span></div>
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<br />alirarahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00490089586121740781noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35837757.post-1084332573987851982012-01-18T23:38:00.003-07:002012-01-18T23:38:35.121-07:00Tide You OverI have always thought that the phrase was <span style="color: #b45f06; font-size: large; font-weight: bold;">"</span><span style="background-color: #444444; color: orange; font-size: x-large;">Tie</span><span style="color: #b45f06; font-size: large; font-weight: bold;"> you over..."</span><br />
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Recently I have seen this spelled out everywhere and it says <span style="color: #674ea7; font-size: large; font-weight: bold;">"</span><span style="color: #3d85c6; font-size: x-large;"><i style="background-color: #cccccc;">Tide</i></span><span style="color: #674ea7; font-size: large; font-weight: bold;"> you over..."</span></div>
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And at first I was like <i><span style="color: red; font-size: large;">"Ooo they messed that up but I know what they mean so I won't say anything."</span></i><br />
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But then "<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-size: large;"><i><span style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Tide you over...</span>"</i></span> kept popping up everywhere and I resigned myself to the fact that I had gotten the <span style="color: #6aa84f; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-large;"><b>phrase wrong my whole life.</b></span> </div>
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And I was like <span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><i style="background-color: #fce5cd;">"Oooo I am an idiot. I think I'll write about it on my blog."</i></span></div>
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Though now that phrase just sounds dumb to me. What does that even mean? <i><span style="color: #134f5c; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: x-small;">"Tide you over..."</span></i> <br />
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Tides go<b><span style="color: #45818e; font-size: x-large;"> in and out</span></b> based on the way <span style="color: #cc0000; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace; font-size: x-large;">gravity</span> is pulling on them because of the <span style="color: #bf9000; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: large;">moon</span> and stuff. <span style="color: red; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: xx-small;">(Yeah I know it's a very bad scientific explanation, especially for an Earth Science teacher...get over it.)</span></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: x-large;">"<span style="background-color: #cccccc; color: #38761d;"><b>Tie</b> you over</span>"</span></i> made sense to me because it was like not the best option but at least you had a<span style="background-color: #ffe599; color: #45818e; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"> little rope to help you get across the ravine.</span><br />
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Now all you have is a<span style="color: #6fa8dc; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-large;"> <span style="background-color: #d9d2e9;">tide</span></span>, which is <b><span style="background-color: #38761d; color: #cfe2f3; font-size: large;">high and low</span></b> at certain parts of the day. <span style="color: #741b47; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: #d9ead3;">Predictable and reliable </b></span>yes but really not going to help you get anywhere.</div>
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Maybe if <b><span style="background-color: #666666; color: #cccccc; font-size: x-large;">Wikipedia</span></b> wasn't down to protest <span style="color: orange; font-size: x-large;"><b style="background-color: #ead1dc;">SOPA </b></span>you could look it up and tell me it's origins...but I guess I'll have to wait.<br />
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