Oh Yeah

I like Kool Aid. With lots and lots of ice yes much ice like more ice than Kool Aid, that makes the world a better place.
So this Friday Tom's friend Kimmy is coming to stay with us for like 10 days. It will be way fun!
I'm excited!
And next Wednesday Tyler Comes HOME! Woot!
And I get to go home for Easter to see him! Double cool with knobs!!
Yeah life is good. When you have lots and lots of ice.

Hey Jealousy

So I have a problem.... I'm a little jealous of some one. I'm not really a jealous person so I don't really know how to deal with it. And the worst part is I've only met them once. We aren't even acquaintances, but I dislike them. It's not very complicated but I don't feel like giving the details. I'm sure that she is a very lovely person and I know I have no reason at all to be jealous so I shall just ignore the feeling I guess until it goes away. Oh my.

And the winner is...

Homework is the bane of my existence.

So I like to color...

Tom is really good at art like drawing and painting and stuff like that. It makes me jealous. We went and saw PS I Love You. Such a good movie everyone should go see it. It's so good. anyways the girl in the movie reminded people of me because she has this affinity for shoes, as do I. and another notable thing is in the movie she watches this Bette Davis Movie that I absolutely love. It's so good. No I have no idea what it's called but i think why I like it is that she is the old ugly lady who goes away and finds herself and she becomes beautiful. And very stylish all thanks to the guy of her dreams. Any ways I guess the point is I saw that movie and it made me feel like doing an art project but I don't draw very well. But who cares right. So I went to Reams and I got paper like construction paper and crayons and pens and two nights ago I made a card to send to Amy. It was very elementary school. It was funny because I was telling Tom how I couldn't draw as I was drawing a tree and he goes "What are you takling about? That's a great tree." so just to be funny I was like "that's not a tree" and then I laughed and was like "just kidding thank you." and he goes "I thought of that actually right after I said it I was thinking 'Please let that be a tree'" It was hilarious. He said the picture was nice except for the birds because I just did that curvy line thing for my birds and he was like "you're an adult now you need to draw adult birds." It made me laugh. Then this morning I drew a more defined bird. Still elementary but you could tell it was a bird. I showed it to him it was funny. Mostly I like to color flowers.
Tonight I helped Tom clean his kitchen because it was disgusting. Just sick the 2nd dirtiest apartment in Wyview before we started. Michael's is the dirtiest. Boys can be such slobs you know it just made me sick. Tom pulled this pizza box out of the fridge that had been in there for like 2 weeks. Disgusting and then he pulled out these tupperware containers that had food in them from like the 2nd month of school. So they were extremely moldy and he said the one even stung him. It was disgusting. I refused to help him clean those. so he just threw the containers away. Mostly the table was dirty because his roommate Joe moved into the livingroom to sleep so he has a lot of stuff out there. He moved out there because his roommate Jeremy is a jerk, a huge one. But I told Tom it was ridiculous because everyone should be able to use the table they are all paying for it. I told him to tell Joe to put his stuff on his bed since he doesn't sleep there. but whatever. i love Joe though on of the nicest kids ever
Anyways I've just been rambling on here mostly so I think I'd better go because I have church tomorrow and I have to make the program.

Pictures

ignore that last post I don't even understand it it's weird. I most of written that in my sleep.

So I cheated the system and went to all those websites that will print your pictures for you and I just ordered as many free ones as I could. You know how some sites give you so many free pictures at sign up. So I did like 4 of those. and I got my first pack of pictures today. I'm excited. It's so cool.

What is Love Baby don't hurt me don't hurt me no more

I just felt like putting that as the title I don't think it really has anything to do with what I'm going to post. But you could try and connect it in a way if you want. But that might annoy me so you probably keep it to yourself if you do.

So on other blogs lately there has been a lot of talk about immigration, but I'm not going to takl about that. It just made me think of how choices can be hard to make. Especially for me, if I can get soomeone else to make a choice for me I will because little things I don't really care to make choices about like what I will eat or when to do something or what to do. I do make choices on important things though, like chastity and stuff like that. Don't worry I've done nothing unchaste but I thought i should say that in case you thought I was going down the wrong pat with my indesiciveness (?). Cuz I'm not.

No what I really wanted to say was that on a political spectrum I am an independent. I have opinions that go both ways on certain issues or I have no opinion because I don't know enough facts about it.

Recently I heard 2 people talk about abortion. It was interesting. I heard both sides the right and the left. I understood where each was coming from and they both had very valid points. The most interesting thing about this conversation is that both people didn't like abortion they didn't agree with using it at all. But one (the righty) wanted to outlaw abortion and one didn't (the leftist). The person on the right said that too many people use abortion as an escape. They get pregnant decide they don't want the baby because it will be a hassle and get an abortion. I agree that this is wrong. Clearly wrong. People need to take responsibility for their actions. Putting the baby up for adoption is a good way to not be selfish and make sure the baby is cared for.

Recently I saw the movie Juno about a pregnant teenager. She figures she'll just get an abortion, but when she gets there she learns the baby growing inside her has fingernails. That the baby is a real peson a real human being. It's a good movie but I wouldn't recomend it to you guys. I regret seeing it. but the premise is good.

So the person on the left said that they too didn't like abortion but said everyone has their agency to choose what they want to do. A valid point. It is a choice. He explained why it's pro-choice and not anti-life. because he isn't anti-life he is for people choosing what they want to do.

After hearing this conversation I was thourghly confused with my opinion and I decided I would just pray about it.

But I guess the point I'm making is I'm tired and I'm just rambling about something other than what I really wanted to talk about because that's what I do. Because I did have something that had to do with my life and the title of this post very clearly that just happened tonight. But I decided I didn't want to talk about it any more and so I changed my mind. don't worry I'm fine and everything is all good.

So when I said earlier "No what I really wanted to say was..." that's not what I really wanted to say I just did because I don't want to post what I was really wanting to say. I'm not a good conversationalist though. and that will urt me in the end I think. I'm scared to voice my opinion because I don't want people to get angry and I don't want to hurt people's feelings. It's strange.

What Time is It? Valentimes (-tines)

So It's Valentines day. Woohoo I thought I would write this because formerly (?) I celebrated Arizona Statehood Day instead. But this year I have a valentine...so I dodn't have to do that anymore. We are actually going to celebrate on Tuesday though. Today we are going to the gym. yesterday Tom came over and he said he had something for me it was tres cute. A cookie that said smoothie smoothie smoothie on it. An inside joke we have. It was good and then he gave me another cookie later it was cute too. I've only eaten on of the cookies though

"Oh Remember Remember"

So today for my Teachings of the Living Prophets class I had to read up on President Eyring. I also had to read some of his talks. The 2 from the last conference issue of the Ensign and one other one from i don't know when. My favorite one was his Remember Remember talk. http://lds.org/conference/talk/display/0,5232,23-1-775-24,00.html That is the link to read it. It's so good. It made me think about how so often I complain and stuff like that. And it made me feel guilty because I definately fell behind in journal writing. But I'd just like to share some ways that my life has been blessed today.

• I made it to class in time to get help.
• I didn't slip and fall on my way to school.
• I got all my homework done.
• I was able to study for a test that I had to take
• I got a 96% on the test
• I went to the gym with Tom
• I ran and it wasn't that bad until Tom decided to run next to me and I got nervous and stopped
• After I stopped running I tried this neat machine it was fun
• they had the exercise balls there so I got to bounce on it
• One of my favorite songs came on
• My roommates hadn't locked me out because I forgot my key
• I got all my chores done intime for cleaning check and we passed

so that is enough for now I got to go shower because I stink

But I just want to say I know that the Lord loves us and watches over and protects us and blesses us. And even if we get wounded or hurt (physicall, mentally, spiritually) he is always there to love and protect us. He is always there to guide us if we just ask for his help.