Pictures

ignore that last post I don't even understand it it's weird. I most of written that in my sleep.

So I cheated the system and went to all those websites that will print your pictures for you and I just ordered as many free ones as I could. You know how some sites give you so many free pictures at sign up. So I did like 4 of those. and I got my first pack of pictures today. I'm excited. It's so cool.

What is Love Baby don't hurt me don't hurt me no more

I just felt like putting that as the title I don't think it really has anything to do with what I'm going to post. But you could try and connect it in a way if you want. But that might annoy me so you probably keep it to yourself if you do.

So on other blogs lately there has been a lot of talk about immigration, but I'm not going to takl about that. It just made me think of how choices can be hard to make. Especially for me, if I can get soomeone else to make a choice for me I will because little things I don't really care to make choices about like what I will eat or when to do something or what to do. I do make choices on important things though, like chastity and stuff like that. Don't worry I've done nothing unchaste but I thought i should say that in case you thought I was going down the wrong pat with my indesiciveness (?). Cuz I'm not.

No what I really wanted to say was that on a political spectrum I am an independent. I have opinions that go both ways on certain issues or I have no opinion because I don't know enough facts about it.

Recently I heard 2 people talk about abortion. It was interesting. I heard both sides the right and the left. I understood where each was coming from and they both had very valid points. The most interesting thing about this conversation is that both people didn't like abortion they didn't agree with using it at all. But one (the righty) wanted to outlaw abortion and one didn't (the leftist). The person on the right said that too many people use abortion as an escape. They get pregnant decide they don't want the baby because it will be a hassle and get an abortion. I agree that this is wrong. Clearly wrong. People need to take responsibility for their actions. Putting the baby up for adoption is a good way to not be selfish and make sure the baby is cared for.

Recently I saw the movie Juno about a pregnant teenager. She figures she'll just get an abortion, but when she gets there she learns the baby growing inside her has fingernails. That the baby is a real peson a real human being. It's a good movie but I wouldn't recomend it to you guys. I regret seeing it. but the premise is good.

So the person on the left said that they too didn't like abortion but said everyone has their agency to choose what they want to do. A valid point. It is a choice. He explained why it's pro-choice and not anti-life. because he isn't anti-life he is for people choosing what they want to do.

After hearing this conversation I was thourghly confused with my opinion and I decided I would just pray about it.

But I guess the point I'm making is I'm tired and I'm just rambling about something other than what I really wanted to talk about because that's what I do. Because I did have something that had to do with my life and the title of this post very clearly that just happened tonight. But I decided I didn't want to talk about it any more and so I changed my mind. don't worry I'm fine and everything is all good.

So when I said earlier "No what I really wanted to say was..." that's not what I really wanted to say I just did because I don't want to post what I was really wanting to say. I'm not a good conversationalist though. and that will urt me in the end I think. I'm scared to voice my opinion because I don't want people to get angry and I don't want to hurt people's feelings. It's strange.

What Time is It? Valentimes (-tines)

So It's Valentines day. Woohoo I thought I would write this because formerly (?) I celebrated Arizona Statehood Day instead. But this year I have a valentine...so I dodn't have to do that anymore. We are actually going to celebrate on Tuesday though. Today we are going to the gym. yesterday Tom came over and he said he had something for me it was tres cute. A cookie that said smoothie smoothie smoothie on it. An inside joke we have. It was good and then he gave me another cookie later it was cute too. I've only eaten on of the cookies though

"Oh Remember Remember"

So today for my Teachings of the Living Prophets class I had to read up on President Eyring. I also had to read some of his talks. The 2 from the last conference issue of the Ensign and one other one from i don't know when. My favorite one was his Remember Remember talk. http://lds.org/conference/talk/display/0,5232,23-1-775-24,00.html That is the link to read it. It's so good. It made me think about how so often I complain and stuff like that. And it made me feel guilty because I definately fell behind in journal writing. But I'd just like to share some ways that my life has been blessed today.

• I made it to class in time to get help.
• I didn't slip and fall on my way to school.
• I got all my homework done.
• I was able to study for a test that I had to take
• I got a 96% on the test
• I went to the gym with Tom
• I ran and it wasn't that bad until Tom decided to run next to me and I got nervous and stopped
• After I stopped running I tried this neat machine it was fun
• they had the exercise balls there so I got to bounce on it
• One of my favorite songs came on
• My roommates hadn't locked me out because I forgot my key
• I got all my chores done intime for cleaning check and we passed

so that is enough for now I got to go shower because I stink

But I just want to say I know that the Lord loves us and watches over and protects us and blesses us. And even if we get wounded or hurt (physicall, mentally, spiritually) he is always there to love and protect us. He is always there to guide us if we just ask for his help.

I don't Tag anyone because everyone who reads this already did it... yeah

Four jobs I've had:
1. Hostess
2. Waitress
3. Sales Associate
4. food maker at the marketplace cafe also cashier there and food stocker
Places I've lived:
1. The house in the col de sac on 67th and Thomas
2. Grandma's old house by Holiday Park and Desert Sands
3. The pink house on 35th and Cactus
4. Provo, UT Wyview Housing Complex
Four movies that I love:
1. Gone With the Wind
2. The Wizard of Oz
3. Bill and Ted's Excellent Adventure
4. 10 Things I Hate About You
Four favorite foods:
1. Dill pickles
2. Shrimp
3. Chicken
4. Peanut butter
Four weird things about me
1. I am still afraid of the guy from the Xfiles who crawls through vents
2. I have to do a small leap into cars and beds or anything with space underneath it because I'm afraid some one will be underneath waiting to grab my foot
3. I like seafood a lot
4. every muscle in my body hurts right now
Four favorite TV shows
1. I Love Lucy
2. The Office
3. Saved by the Bell
4. America's Next Top Model
Four places I'd love to go
1. France
2. Canada
3. Italy
4. Boston, Mass

ugh

ugh so there. I updated.. and FYI I can't update if there is nothing to update about. I ate pancakes for dinner. I'm never making pancakes again because I always mess them up. Tom can make them from now on. He doesn't mess them up. mine come out as bread tangles of pancakes. It's cold and it blizzarded today. i discovered I have SAD which is seasonal a.. disorder.... I can't remember what the A stands for. But it's when in the winter you get depressed overeat and are tired all the time because the sun's never out and I don't know look up about it on google or something. I'm to fat, depressed and tired to tell you about it. I swear the sun never shines in Utah. What the heck Utah!?

goodness...

So since sometimes bad things happen (like me not having any great luck with the job search and having a boatload of work to do) I'm going to list some good things in my life now

• My family
• My Friends
• Tom
• Religion
• place to live
• roommates
• BYU
• home
• not dead

yeah that's enough goodness, And they are in no particular order at all.