Monday, November 17, 2008

100...

So remember when you were in grade school and on the hundreth day you would have to bring 100 of something to count? Well I do. This is my 100th post I just realized. And actually it's just the 100th that's going up and staying up. Because I shall admit that I have psted things let them stay up for a couple hours and then taken them down again.

Anyways Wow. I don't even know where to begin or what to talk about or anything. It's all too much for me.

I'm not going to be in school next semester. I have to get a job and probably work more than full time so that I can earn tuition for another year. Hopefully if everything goes well this year I'll get a scholorship sometime in the future and financial aid.

I wanted to move because the rent here is too high for me really. I work to earn rent pretty much rent and food. But everything else is just as high except Wyview which I would live in but you have to have at least 9 credits, which is almost $2000 so why wouldn't I just go to school full time if I was going to do that. Wyview is also in a better location for working too. It's closer to the mall, restaurants, hotels and other such places where as where i live right now it's at least a 15 min bike ride. And When it's snowy out I'm not riding my bike.

I'm not riding my bike right now anyways because its crap and almost got me killed the other night.

So I was riding back from Tom's Hap Birt Party Sat night. It was around 11:30pm so there was a decent amount of cars on the road but not very heavy traffic. I was riding on the sidewalk because that's how I roll, deal with it. Anyways I was coming to an intersection and then the flashing hand stopped flashing so I applied the brakes...or I tried to my brakes didn't take and I rolled out into the street. You know how when something scary happens you lose all your common sense? Happens to me all the time, not that I have much to begin with. Anyways so instead of getting off my bike and going back to the sidewalk (as I wasn't too far int the road) I tried to turn on my bike which puts me in the middle of the intersection where three cars came wizzing by honking their horns and making ugly faces. Like I don't know I'm in deep right now thank you. Actually at the time it was scary but the one girl who drove by gave me this face from this f-minus comic and it made me laugh so hard. It's the one from yesterday where the little girl wants the doll. When you think about it it was quite funny. Well I'm safe now anyways.

Tom let me wear his coat home because it had longer sleeves and it was freezing outside. When he and Ethan walked me to my bike they were both like "There's frost on your seat" And then Tom wiped it off. Ethan offered to sit on it so it wouldn't be cold when I sat on it. They are nice fellows. Perhaps I should have let him sit on it because when I did I was like "AH That's cold" As I was riding away Tom was like "Please be safe I'm calling Kelin to get your bike fixed" I think I shall let him call Kelin now. Tom hates it when I ride my bike because since I crashed it twice this summer it's quite broken. If my basket isn't on the handle bars won't stay up and they move when the basket is on at the slightest touch. Sometimes while I'm riding my chain falls off. Other times my brakes don't work. But It's an adaventure. What can I say I'm a thrill-seeker that's what I do, seek thrills.

Kelin is Tom's friend who offered to fix my bike for me. Also my friend Robbie from my ward said he would fix it for me also. I will make brownies for whoever does it so perhaps that will get them to do it.

So On Sunday I had to give the closing prayer in Sacrament meeting and I was really nervous. So I was standing there saying my prayer and I almost fell over. I know I'm the only person who could trip while standing in one place. But everyone's eye's were closed so I think I'm good. Except then I was trying no tto laugh since I was so embarrased almost falling over and my roommate Kelsey said she looked up at me and I was grinning really big. Oh well.

After church my old FHE dad invited us to his house in Alpine for dinner. Only Kelsey and I went (which is a story I'd have to tell you in person depending on who you are) and it was fun. His house is hugenormous, and beautiful. His family is really nice. It was like his whole extended family too and there were cute little babies and toddlers. Also some other people from our ward were there. We had ribs, mashed potatoes, sweet potaotes, salad, and coeslaw. I also had orange cream soda twas quite an amazing meal. And for desert there was apple pie with ice cream.

But Kelsey and I had to leave early because we were throwing Natalie a surprise Party at another guys house in our ward. So we left around 7 and Robbie took us. We had to stop by Tom's apt so i could give him his coat back and pick up my baking supplies that I had left there from making the cakes for his party. He couldn't talk. It was sad.

The party was a success there were boys and girls and surprises and cake. So it was good. I talked a lot. More than I ever have before and I pretty much think it was because I was tired. I was definately just blathering to these two boys for like 2 hours. And it was nothing like word vomit just whatever I felt like saying. I mean nothing bad really just weird random stories I'm sure they didn't even care about. And they were probably thinking why doesn't she just shut up and I tried but they didn't say anything or if they did it would fizzle and I would start talking again. It was, in Ethan's words, no good.

In the dating scene I have been on two dates in the past couple weeks, which if you know me you know that's something. And they were with the same person and he wants to do something again this week. Yeah ask me about those and the situation in person because this post is getting long.

In other news, I wish hearts were like livers. Livers are great because they regenerate themselves but hearts don't when you get your heart broken it's just crumbled and it takes a long time to put it back together and I'm sure there's always that one piece ou'll never find. Kelli broke my heart yesterday when whe told me Santa wasn't real.

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

School...

School is going well


I got a 97% on a test the other day...well the multiple choice part I don't know about the essay portion.

I think I have all a's or b's except in stupid anthropology because my stupid ta I probably have a c but I can rewrite the paper. So that's good but I have another one due next week and I can't get through the book it's so boring. Also I have no idea what I'm supposed to write about and the ta isn't very helpful as she couldn't even figure out how to write a thesis for the next paper.

I have to write a paper for my living with plants class too but I don't know what the results of our experiment mean exactly because they were very messed up. Extremely so I don't know how I'm supposed to write a paper on a flawed experiment...whatev if the TA is grading it he probably won't even read it like our tree keys...

Astronomy, the only class I'm in for my major right now, is fun I really enjoy it. ANd it's way easy. I"m going to make a movie for an extra credit project about a star named Lucky and go through the life of a star and have the background music be Lucky by Britney Spears. I think it will be grand and I'll post it here.

Family History is way easy except the tests because you have no idea what youre supposed to focus on when you're studying for them. Hes like all the lessons, the chapters from the book, the extra readings, the assignments, the workshops. And when you ask him for what to focus on from the chapters he won't tell you because he doesn't want to give anyone an unfair advantage but it's like this is a 2 credit class we shouldn't be spending 5 hours a day studying for it.

Student development is easy except we have a group project coming up and I'm nervous about that I still don't know anyone in that class and I hate group projects

I think I should work in a morgue because then it doesn't matter if the people around me get my sense of humor they're dead.

Oh yeah no one ever gets it. So then people just think I'm weird. I have a really dry like desert kind of sense of humor and people always think I'm being serious and they give me these looks and are like "Oh that's cool." so I've stopped correcting them and saying "Oh I'm just joking." Because I do I really want to have to warm people up to me, if they are too weird not to think I'm funny they can talk about me after I leave the room with everyone else who didn't. Mean while the lone person who is laughing at my comments will relize how amazing I am and persue friendship. It always helps if I have someone there who gets it when I meet new people cuz then they'll laugh and sooner or later everyone will catch on.

I'm ok with people who only part get my humor though.

I mean very few people could laugh at all my jokes,

There are people thought that just don't get it at all and get all offended all the time and I won't list them but they should learn I'm just joking. A lot of the time there will be a group of people and someone will say sorry for something that really they didn't do anything wrong and I'll be like "Wow now we all hate you." Obviously a joke but some people don't get it and they all give me these looks like "wow you're a jerk" and tell the person "I don't hate you don't worry" sincerely.

I'm like seriously so then I have to be all like "I was just kidding you know" and usually they are laughing at what I said and are like "I know"

seriously

I don't know how this changed from school to my sense of humor but there ye be

Saturday, November 8, 2008

Single-minded to the point of recklessness...

Do you ever let one thing eat away at you? I do it all the time.

Last night I was single-minded to the point of recklessness

I let that one thing eat away at me and it made me so angry and sad and I just couldn't take it any more

and I did something reckless that I kind of regret now

And the funny thing was while I was going on my rampage I was thinking to myself "You're going to really regret this later" I was right

Good thing that thought stopped me from totally destroying everything.

What did you do? That's what you're wondering

I deleted someone completely from my phone, deleted all of our wall posts to eachother on facebook, even some pictures off of facebook, untagged myself in all the pictures of both of us on facebook, went through my photo album and threw away all the pictures of that person or pictures that reminded me of them.

I contemplated totally deleting them off my friend list and being done with it forever

I told you it was really reckless.

I don't think they even deserve it

I think this was the outcome of bottling my emotions up for years and never having the nerve to talk about what's bothering me

If I would talk to the person then they would know and would could talk it out but instead I kill myself inside with the idea that i don't even know if it's true.

I's like that line in the Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants movie where Bridget talks about how she is singleminded to the point of recklessness

Also that line where she says she's obsessed and as we all know obsessed girls can not be held responsible for their actions

Although she left out the part about having to deal with the consequences

Thursday, November 6, 2008

Because I like to

Fill out this survey:
1. Spell your name as it sounds: Uhleashuh may renolds
2. Are you available? Um yes
3. What's your favorite number? 16
4. Favorite color(s)? Red
5. Least favorite color? baby poop yellow
6. What are you listening to? tap tapping of keys in the computer lab
7. Are you happy with your life right now? what do you think?
9. Favorite smell? fall, Allure by Chanel, Very Sexy for Him (by VS), Hollister, and
Ambercrombie colognes
10. How do you make money? I work early in the mornings cleaning doing custodial
11. Are you outgoing? no
12. Do you like Big Mac's? sure
13. Do you own big sunglasses? yes i love them
14. Where do you wish you were right now? Phoenix in bd being a 10 year old
THE DIDS:
1. Did you ever want to be a doctor? i don tink so
2. Did you ever receive an engagement ring? not yet or maybe not ever I like shoes I think he should give me those like a nice pair of white high heels to wear on my wedding day
3. Did you ever want to be a fire fighter? no.
THE DO'S:
1. Do you love anyone? yes
2. Do you know how to swim? yes like a frog
3. Do you like roller coasters?Yes.
THE DOES:
1. Does your car get good gas mileage? infinity mpg
2. Does your family have family picnics? on occasion we are known to
3. Does your home have a bookcase?yes
THE HAVES:
1. Have you ever been to Canada?very close but not quite there
2. Have you ever gone fishing? Do chickens have feathers?
3. Have you ever seen a celebrity? yes all the time also in person I've seen celebrities too
4. Have you ever been on a motorcycle? no
5. Have you ever been to any tropical island? Have I ever been to any island?
6. Have you ever been to America? I live here all though I'm contemplating going to Canada for four years and doing study abroad with the moose
7. Have you ever been to Mexico? I'm from Phx close enough
8. Have you ever been to France? No
THE HOWS:
1. How much money do you have on you right now? $1.54
2. How many cars have you owned? none cars
3. How many jobs have you had? 8 (and I've only been working in real jobs since the end of my jr year)
4. How tall are you?5’7’’
THE LASTS:
2. Last thing you said out loud? Thank you
3. Last person you were in a car with? Robbie
4. Last time you ate at McDonalds? i can't remember
5. Last thing you had for dinner? Taco Bell
6. Last thing you bought? A rootbeer
THE WHATS:
1. What is the temperature outside?really really cold.
2. What time did you wake up?4:05 a
Random:
1. Do you have a best girl friend? I would say a couple
2. Does your crush like you back? he says he does
46. What did you do two nights ago?Study group
53. Where were you at 3:02 AM this morning? sleeping
59. What was the first thing you thought this morning?sit up and turn of my alarm then contemplated not going to work
61. What are your plans for this weekend? i'm unsure
64. Coke or Pepsi? Pepsi.
66. What do you dislike at the moment?Please don't get me started
67 What did you dream last night?Well I don't remember but two nights ago it was about me and two of my friends being stuck in a house next door to the house where everyone else was. We were stuck because there was a hurricane and we had to eat beef jerky and it was scary because people outside were trying to break in with dogs and pigs and other animals.
68. What's the last TV show you watched?The Office
69. What is your favorite piece of jewelry? My opal birthday earrings
70. Name 1 person on your Top Friends who is the most like you?um je ne sais pas
71. Do you always lock your bedroom door?I would if I did not share a room.
72. Are you on any medication? perhaps i should be but am not.
73. Have you ever cut your own hair? Jes.
74. What is your favorite frozen treat? popsicles.
75. How many piercings/tattoos do you have? My ears are pierced.
74. Where's your favorite place to be? Boston.
77. Is there someone you haven't seen in a while and miss? Yes.
78. What was the last text you received? "So I'll just do it at Ethan's too then, because my computer isn't working" -Tom.
79. Do you care what people think about you? It depends on what they are thinking and who they are.
81. Last new person you met? Um Susan who shared her umbrella with me.
82. Did you work today?Yes and it's only 9:42am I got off work about 2 hours ago
87. What do you smell like right now? probably a mix of cleaner chemicals and bo.
89. Do you like ketchup? no.
91. Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?I'd say I have another good 19 years before a boy likes me enough to do anything about it
92. What color is your pillow case?White pink &purple
94. Who was the last person whose stomach you saw? Mine...
96. Have you ever been to California/Chicago? Yes to Ca no to Chicago
97. What is the thing that you would most like to change about you? My big man legs.
98. Have you ever suffered from bulimia, anorexia, etc? what is etc maybe they mean overeating because I may suffer from that
99. What celebrities do people say you look like?none celebrities
100. Does it annoy you when someone says they'll call but don't? most definately
101. Do people sing songs about you? If anyone can remember past the first two lines in my song then I suppose.

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Movies

How about movies everyone should see? Some movies you should see once and then maybe you're good for the rest of your life with them others are movies you can enjoy over and over again Here are some of my favorite movies

  • Bill and Ted's Excellent Adventure
  • Gone With the Wind
  • The Wizard of Oz
  • The Sound of Music
  • Napoleon Dynomite
  • Thouroughly Modern Millie
  • An Affair to Remember
  • Breakfast at Tiffany's
  • PS I Love you
  • That Movie I love with Bette Davis in it
  • The original The Women (just so you know how much better it is than the remake) (this also has Bette Davis but not the one I'm thinking of)
  • A Film Noir (any one will do they are just very good)
  • Charade
  • the original Psycho
  • North by Northwest
  • Jurassic Park 1
  • Beauty and The Beast
  • Monty Python and the Holy Grail
  • Batman (with Michael Keaton as Batman)
  • Back to the Future
  • Indiana Jones
  • Darby O'Gill and the Little People
  • Muppet Christmas Carol
  • The Muppet Movie
  • The Muppet movie where they visit the Fraggles
  • It's a Wonderful Life
  • John Wayne Movies
  • Stand and Deliver (because I had to watch it every year of my public education from 7th grade on I think everyone should suffer)
  • To Kill a Mockingbird
  • Harry Potter

There are probably more but I can't think of them right now

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